In your brother and sister you see the picture of your own belief in what the will of The Divine must be for you. In your forgiveness you will understand The Divine's love for you, and just how loved you really are; through your attack believe that you are worth nothing thinking that Heaven myst be hell. Heaven is in the eyes and consciousness of the beholder, and it is your choice entirely.
May peace be with us all.
You are a unique expression of love and you bring peace to the world by loving yourself.
Have a beautiful day - Namaste